I've been thinking in my room for a while. And I might leave DeviantArt for good. Not too sure just yet though. Maybe it is my natural instinct to seclude myself from others by leaving Deviantart. I don't know, my mind isn't really how I would like it too be. Too many flashes of random thoughts, mainly death and war. Very painful, a while ago, almost cried from the fear, I know... Weird... I almost puked. I hate War, like really hate it with all my heart. Well, I;m still going to think about this decision a bit longer... but I have a feeling that I may leave.
Later.

What is the most vivid nightmare you have ever had? when did it happen? I am curious.

My most vivid nightmare haunts me today. About 3 years ago, I dreamed that I was slaughtering people. I had blond hair, dull green eyes, and my voice back then wasn't that deep as it is today, and in my dream it was as it is today, but more Sinister, I was brutally slaughtering people with my sword, and my bare hands. I could smell burning hair, blood and feces. I was terrified of myself, I dismembered peoples bodies. It was horrid, when I woke up I nearly puked, I had the shakes, and I felt really sick, and I was coughing, probably because in my dream there was a lot of smoke, my body was reacting to the imagination of smoke.

So yeah, that is my most vivid dream that terrifies almost my every thought. What is yours!?!?!

Haha, not the T.V. show, actual bones. Bunny bones to be exact. I found some out in my backyard. they are from a bunny I wasn't able to bury because I couldn't find it until now. Shakira probably killed it because it was a male. I am not grossed out at all, I am going to keep them. I already cleaned them up I'll take pictures of the three bones I found. I have half a jaw, a leg bone and part of the pelvis. They are cool!!! I want to study Paleontology so this is pretty awesome! I also have a Pig Rib from 4th of July

Yeah. I only look at the thing every once in a while. and every time I do, It goes up like 600, what is up with that? I mean, I think it is cool and all but what the fuck. It just takes me off guard. I think I want to do a contest thing about this. Just for fun!

If you get either a snapshot thing of numbers:
15,626
15,890
16,000
and even 16070.
If you get either all of these, you can get 6 sketches including color, if you want, Whatever you want. if you get 3 of them, you can get 4 sketches, two with color two with shade. Again, whatever you want. If you get 2, you get 4 sketches as well, just no color, some shade, of course whatever you want. If you get 1, you get 1 sketch, lineart thing whatnot. Still whatever you want.

There are pretty much the basic rules, get the page views before anyone else does and you get a prize. I'll be checking to see if anyone cheats. Which I doubt anyone will. This is only for fun pretty much. But, you get prizes, I will allow the winner of the sketches to save the pictures into their computer, but ONLY the people who won and got them. Other than that, you have to ask. No taking my art for your own unless we discuss it first HAVE FUN!

What are your hobbies? I want to know, I am at a stage in life when I want to learn more about the people I can, because I want to be a scientist, some people have closed views on how people work. I also am interested.

My hobbies are drawing, caring for animals, science, history, reading, and Singing! I might not say it too much, but I used to want to be a singer. I would cry every night because I wasn't in Choir at a regular school. Singing was a way to meditate to me. But, now I'm older and now how to handle that urge. Sing randomly while doing chores!

I may not be too open about my personal life, but now I will because, well. Why not. I don't want to seem like a closet case anymore.